Tonight after going to the first bible study session since Christmas, I had a great time learning, seeing friends, and catching up on everything. It was a lovely night. Every Thursday nights there are bible studies I attend and thankfully it started again. I was looking forward to this for so many days now and I am glad it finally happened. I learn alot from this priest who teaches us and his teaching and explaining technique is wonderful. After all that, I had turned on my cell phone and that is where everything of the night got ruined for me.
I had received a message from somebody saying you are so weird, a lot of people know you and your one of the most weirdest people ever. Your pathetic, your blog is pathetic, so on and so forth. I retaliated and I said to her and she had her name on it, well, excuse me, but who are you first of all? and Why are you writing such ugly messages to me? I have not done anything to you and I do not even know you or have ever seen you. I said to her you and your friends whoever they are need to close your mouths and quit judging other people until you know them personally. It is unbelievable what society has become. They have nothing better to do, than to cause problems for others, judge others, talk and gossip about others and make assumptions, and get on other peoples nerves. It is very ridiculous. It even hits you harder when you have done nothing. Lately, I have been getting shut down quite a lot and I try to ignore it as much as possible and I try to ignore these negative things, but when things like this is happening, it is very difficult to get past it. Because of what she wrote, I will not stop my blogging and I will not stop doing what I love doing. They need to look at themselves in the mirror before they judge and make derrogatory comments. Lately, I don’t know what is happening to some people. They have become so nasty. I know that there is a saying where if people see you getting more upset and agitated about something, they will do it more and they will irritate you even more, but I need to speak up about it and I need to vent it out on my blog. Its the best way I know how to right now.
I have so many lovely supporters, fellow bloggers and incredible people who back me up and give me incredible advice and give me such rays of sunlight on my blog everyday. You all mean the world to me and that is what is keeping up and that is what is defeating all the negative energy I have been getting from certain people and I was not expecting something so horrid come into my phone after I had come out from bible study out of all the places and the time it had to happen. I am just so fed up. I have also been taking a facebook break for a few days. These things have really got to me and hit me really hard. I need to now focus on myself now and what I have to do to better myself in terms of employment and keeping my promises to work on my blog with the travel tips and getting peoples links on my page. That is what is important to me now. Facebook can wait. I will only be on facebook to answer questions and everything in my inbox and really important questions people ask, but My time on facebook is slowly diminishing. I cannot handle it anymore, I cannot handle people attacking me because of what I believe in and what I do such as blogging and what I write about.
Thank you to my lovely supporters, family, friends and fans. You all mean the world to me and I love you all. You all are the reason why I have the energy to write everyday. I will do my best to block out peoples insensitivity and negativity toward me. Easier said than done, but I am up for the challenge.